help me

i miss you guys , seriously . miss all the time that we had spend together , kim , wanie , fifi , shazzy , first time i came here , n all of you were my best friend , laughing , dancing , serong-ing , ahaha , pau - ing , aahaha miss them , now , everybody has their own life , but me , im still stuck here , crying all the nights , regretting myself , for everything that i've done . i want it back , i want my friends , all my friends , i hate him hate hate 100x hate , the one that have ruined my life , leave me all alone , the one who showed me how world is it . i love all my friends , now all of them are gone , im here alone , i want them , i want my pasts . im terrified here , please , help me .

urghhh still missing you

please dont go , i miss you hunny ;(((((((

new post

sorry for the latest post . got some mistakes but its okay , here is my new post . it's already 3.22 am but not sleepy yet .trying to close my eyes but i can't . urm , ym-ing with aliffsayang , searching songs , and my head is still spinning , counting add maths , plus minus times divide , arghhhhhh , physics , chemistry , ed ' oh goshhh , SPM . Putus by melda ahmad reminds me to him , what's he doing ? still alive ? ahha of course la dude , but im already have someone better , someone who can replace him , someone nice . urm , have no mood to story longer . feeling bored for sure ;)

sorry

sorry for not uploading this for so long time , well too busy with my hostel's life and of course SPM . aish , getting too nervous for it . almost a month im not going back home . ya lah . my principal is so kindhearted to let us (spm candidates) to have a nice and peaceful holidays at home , went back home with too many homeworks , haish , baik ta yah cuti . urm , last Thursday was a result day's . SPM . wahhhhh , happiness , sadness , oh gosh ,im really scared of it . how will be my result yaa ? urm , its okay , think it later . and best , ada hari keusahawanan on Friday , busying myself with ELS booth , selling pasta ahaha pushing peeps to buy it , ahahah air tangan saya , bestbest , then pergi snapping pictures with hasnay gemok , ahha with her d60 nikon , best woo , slept over at dealova because of too tired lepaking with Farid , Amirul , myhunny Aliff , Aiyuns and Kiwi ahahah laughing all the time with them , playing cards , lepak at nurin , rumah kedua , ahha kissing plus hugging , ahaha love you bie , now im staying at home , missing all of them and doubleshits , they are going to gabai without me , sumpah tak kenal diorg dh , ahaha but it's okay , now is the time to spend my time with my family especially my mom , miss you mom . WAAZZZZUUUPPP

at last , updated punn

sorry for not uploading this for so long time , well too busy with my hostel's life and of course SPM . aish , getting too nervous for it . almost a month im not going back home . ya lah . my principal is so kindhearted to let us (spm candidates) to have a nice and peaceful holidays at home , went back home with too many homeworks , haish , baik ta yah cuti . urm , last Thursday was a result day's . SPM . wahhhhh , happiness , sadness , oh gosh ,im really scared of it . how will be my result yaa ? urm , its okay , think it later . and best , ada hari keusahawanan on Friday , busying myself with ELS booth , selling pasta ahaha pushing peeps to buy it , ahahah air tangan saya , bestbest , then pergi snapping pictures with hasnay gemok , ahha with her d60 nikon , best woo , slept over at dealova because of too tired lepaking with Farid , Amirul , myhunny Aliff , Aiyuns and Kiwi ahahah laughing all the time with them , playing cards , lepak at nurin , rumah kedua , ahha kissing plus hugging , ahaha love you bie , now im staying at home , missing all of them and doubleshits , they are going to gabai without me , sumpah tak kenal diorg dh , ahaha but it's okay , now is the time to spend my time with my family especially my mom , miss you mom . WAAZZZZUUUPPP