woooooo , it have been so long period

Hey , whassup ? I'm back and yaa I bring also so many stories here . It's have been a year I did not upgrade this yaa , and haaa I quite remember , my last posted was about LISA SURIHANI !
hahaha well , that was my poyo-ness . hahaha

hey , how are you ? feel great haa ? do fab ? have you eaten ? sleep ?

haishhhh , miss you pals . on this 2010 , i've been facing a lot of problems , terrible and yaaa meeting new friends :) that's my favoureto ;p

SPM is over . and yaa ill becoming 18 soon . do wishhh me yaaa on january , 23 .

by the way , check on my video on my facebook , and yaa . ill be on twitter and else soon . :) pity TOM , as MYSPACE is no more around .

so have fun people . counting down for 2011 ? yaaa . me too . may ALLAH bless you and I .

aha twin ;P

cute wehhhhhh

world cup fever

YAWWWWWWW!!!
SPAIN

mine ;(

its already 2.o9 a.m . 12 June 2010 , i cant sleep at all . counting , counting and still counting . its already 7 month , but im still here ;( move on raa move on ;( why ?? why im still stuck here , waiting with patient , hoping . serioushits , i felt that pain , it was kind of ... sick . im happy enough with my life ;( i have my family . friends , but you are still here , why , please do leave me beb ;(it was kind of karma . what goes around comes around , what you give you will get it back ;( please stop haunting me , im begging you . please , let me open my heart for someone ;( ouh god , why i should need someone just like you . why i must have someone just like you . its hurted babe , so many heart have been broken , i do not want the next person . cant you stop all the games that you've started ;( please , don't curse me ;( bebeb ;(

heartless

ouh , gosh ... i felt soooo scared . now is a mid term , and i didnt cover all subjets yet . haish , peeps , why im getting so lazy ? everyone now struggling their days by reading , eating , playing , with the books . but what am i doing right now ? ahha ! facebooking ( well , it sounds like im reading a book too ) , texting , on the phone 27 hours per day , haish , wake up ra . It's SPM . haish . study study study plus become nerdy . btw , i hate my school sssoooooo much , dream that i can finish as faster than others . ahha . babe , im single now . no more love , no more boyfiessss , it was such a freedom .

pity pretty

passion . matured . misunderstanding , haish mamarazzi . for a godsake's im not the STEALER . i already have a handsome , blurry , caring boyfie , so i dont care about your boyfie at all . yaa , i know as a wife for your perfect boyfie . its not your fault for blaming me . we kind of urrm close in a class . but it doesnt meant there was something between us . i know your boyfie not really well , but i know how much he loves you . how much he cares about you . im the person who not really understand my self . and sometimes i shared my probs with him , as a human being , is it wrong for me to ask for someone opinion . yaa , maybe there are someone else that i can share my probs with , but he was a good listener . i know you knew it right ? and i as his classmate very pity on him , sleeping in the class for the whole day , teachers didnt like him , my friends and i very very very care about him , cause we are classmates . babe , dont worry too much , i was not born to become the BAD person , ofcourse when you were here , in my class , you will feel the same , you must be pity on him , for all the letters , or stuffs . i really do love writting . and i didnt do that to him only , ive done it to all my friends , you can ask him for sure , M , i respected you as his girlfie , and all my friends majorities are guys , and they have their own girlfie , so , why should i ruining your relation if i know what will happen in the future , babe , what goes arounds , comes arounds , i believe in karma . how could i do this to you if i know what will happen next , urm , babe . im sorry for make you worries , im not disturbing your boyfie . make it clear dear . i know how much he loves you , and i know how much my boyfie loves me too . goodluck for your SPM , I AM HERE AS A FRIEND , NOT AS YOUR BIGGEST ENEMY ;)

counting , onetwothree

cant wait for this !!!!!!!!!

hello school !!!

today was a last day for me before im going back to my boarding school . haishh , my brain will get a lot of pain after this , trying to score A's for my mid year exam on May . my mom have warned me to show my good behaviors at school , so that my name will not in blacklist again again and again so that , my lovely PK HEM will not trying to aim me for something , i hate to be one of the naughty student . but i love to act naughty . ahahahaaha stressing during my school weeks with so many homeworks , roomworks , doormworks and many more . hope that time can running fast than it can be . haisssshh , SPM SPM .

i miss my bieber ;(

well it seems almost 2 monts we have been together ya ALIFF AZAMI . but we have been through so many things together . yaa , its hard for me to say this . it was really really harded for me to accept you , to love you like i were in love before . but bie , it doesn't mean that i do not want you , i wanna leave you , just give me some more time , and i'll swear that ill never hurt you anymore , never ever ;( ,..

the best week ever

the best week ever
O . U . T . S . I . D . E . R

best best best , well kena gantung sekolah . ahaha no need to regret for this , can spend my whole time at home , lepaking plus smoking after school , calling others without feeling worries that ill kantoi with that fucking MPP . yeah , on thursday will be held the sukan tahunan , cant wait for it , got paper physics , add math , chemistry . thanks teachers for giving me G .

raa , who are you ?

it was hurted and worse when we cant describe our own self . do not know why you were born to become a human being , run away from any thunder that can burning you up . try to find what the real thing that we want , we want it for , how ill get it . it was triple pain when everyone also especially your own family , friends , cousins , father , mother , brothers , n sisters , do not understand you , not try to be close to you , closer n closest . they said they love me , they care , concern about me , but why it was hard for them to understand me . figure me out . try to touch me , try to hold me , try to hug me , i've no body that i can trust , that i can feel very very very safe with , sometimes i regret FOR everything that had happened to me , like it was a black shadow behind me , being paranoid , afraid of my own self , i was trying to stop hurting others feeling , break my promises , but it will be under my own self control , im not a perfect person , the words that can describe my self are , IM A LOSER , I LACK OF LOVE .

the empty heart

well , it's really hurted . when we crush on someone but he's belong to somebody , do not want to break them but it was double pain when see their happiness . being love is very wonderful thing but being unlove makes the world worse . things going bad while you are happily ever after . stop being not understanding quite tuff , but please stop trying to be close to me like you do not know my heart's beating superduper fasssy . while far away from me , there was someone bleeding , waiting for the answers . im not , im sorry , i cant , I DO NOT LOVE YOU .

help me

i miss you guys , seriously . miss all the time that we had spend together , kim , wanie , fifi , shazzy , first time i came here , n all of you were my best friend , laughing , dancing , serong-ing , ahaha , pau - ing , aahaha miss them , now , everybody has their own life , but me , im still stuck here , crying all the nights , regretting myself , for everything that i've done . i want it back , i want my friends , all my friends , i hate him hate hate 100x hate , the one that have ruined my life , leave me all alone , the one who showed me how world is it . i love all my friends , now all of them are gone , im here alone , i want them , i want my pasts . im terrified here , please , help me .

urghhh still missing you

please dont go , i miss you hunny ;(((((((

new post

sorry for the latest post . got some mistakes but its okay , here is my new post . it's already 3.22 am but not sleepy yet .trying to close my eyes but i can't . urm , ym-ing with aliffsayang , searching songs , and my head is still spinning , counting add maths , plus minus times divide , arghhhhhh , physics , chemistry , ed ' oh goshhh , SPM . Putus by melda ahmad reminds me to him , what's he doing ? still alive ? ahha of course la dude , but im already have someone better , someone who can replace him , someone nice . urm , have no mood to story longer . feeling bored for sure ;)

sorry

sorry for not uploading this for so long time , well too busy with my hostel's life and of course SPM . aish , getting too nervous for it . almost a month im not going back home . ya lah . my principal is so kindhearted to let us (spm candidates) to have a nice and peaceful holidays at home , went back home with too many homeworks , haish , baik ta yah cuti . urm , last Thursday was a result day's . SPM . wahhhhh , happiness , sadness , oh gosh ,im really scared of it . how will be my result yaa ? urm , its okay , think it later . and best , ada hari keusahawanan on Friday , busying myself with ELS booth , selling pasta ahaha pushing peeps to buy it , ahahah air tangan saya , bestbest , then pergi snapping pictures with hasnay gemok , ahha with her d60 nikon , best woo , slept over at dealova because of too tired lepaking with Farid , Amirul , myhunny Aliff , Aiyuns and Kiwi ahahah laughing all the time with them , playing cards , lepak at nurin , rumah kedua , ahha kissing plus hugging , ahaha love you bie , now im staying at home , missing all of them and doubleshits , they are going to gabai without me , sumpah tak kenal diorg dh , ahaha but it's okay , now is the time to spend my time with my family especially my mom , miss you mom . WAAZZZZUUUPPP

at last , updated punn

sorry for not uploading this for so long time , well too busy with my hostel's life and of course SPM . aish , getting too nervous for it . almost a month im not going back home . ya lah . my principal is so kindhearted to let us (spm candidates) to have a nice and peaceful holidays at home , went back home with too many homeworks , haish , baik ta yah cuti . urm , last Thursday was a result day's . SPM . wahhhhh , happiness , sadness , oh gosh ,im really scared of it . how will be my result yaa ? urm , its okay , think it later . and best , ada hari keusahawanan on Friday , busying myself with ELS booth , selling pasta ahaha pushing peeps to buy it , ahahah air tangan saya , bestbest , then pergi snapping pictures with hasnay gemok , ahha with her d60 nikon , best woo , slept over at dealova because of too tired lepaking with Farid , Amirul , myhunny Aliff , Aiyuns and Kiwi ahahah laughing all the time with them , playing cards , lepak at nurin , rumah kedua , ahha kissing plus hugging , ahaha love you bie , now im staying at home , missing all of them and doubleshits , they are going to gabai without me , sumpah tak kenal diorg dh , ahaha but it's okay , now is the time to spend my time with my family especially my mom , miss you mom . WAAZZZZUUUPPP

UTP

may ALL my dreams come true
to become one of the students of UNIVERSITY TECHNOLOGY PETRONAS

focus - ing

start 1FEBRUARY nie , aku dh nk focus dgn hidup aku , aku xnk down lagi , x guna nk menangis lama2 soal hati , soal cinta , ish ! aku dah xnak kusut2 dah ingat pasal dia lagi . sampai ila nk menangis , hoping , dah la raa .. xnk . ehh , aku xsabar nk habis sekolah , nk masuk U , nk kerja , nk shopping pakai duit sendiri . wah ! best best !

LISTING!!

10 A +++++++

bahasa malaysia
bahasa inggeris
mathematics
sejarah
agama islam
additional mathematics
chemistry
physics
mechanical engineering
engineering drawing

already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But i know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone

Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, oooo, oh
Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone...

i love you too

HEY!!!so sorry , terpaksa buat blog baru sbb nk start life baru . as you know , my name is

NUR SHAHIRA BT SHAHROM
sweet seventeen
still studying at SMT KUALA LUMPUR


ahha mcm pelik je macam mana org boleh panggil aku rarakirara kann ?
differnet gila lahhh , tapi nk buat mcm mana ,
time 2007 dulu ada lah seorang mamat nie yg panggil aku rara
tengok !! terus melekat sampai sekarang
mak aku yg dulu panggil aku 'kakak' je
now dh boleh panggil aku rara juga . ahha
yang xbest , aku budak hostel yang tengah tunggu nk jwb SPM je ,
so xdpt lah aku nk upload blog nie setiap masa , insyaallah if ada masa terluang dkt hostel tu ,
rajin2 lah aku upload blog nie ,


salam sayanggg,
rarakirara